I thought taking a break would help. I used to feel the urge to write again when I walked away before. Now I can’t even find a spark.
Who am I again? No one important. No one deserving over 20k followers, that’s for sure. I’ve been asked that before. I was no one then. I’m no one now. I don’t mean that in a “ooh, I’m emo sad” way, rather an existential “the universe is too big, too loud, and it’s emptied me out” kind of way.
I’m just some asshole wearing masks that sometimes needed to spill things out. I’ve spilled what I can I think.
I still have a week (I think) before the deactivation of final.
For tonight at least, I’ll let the empty win.