I feel so many words
Swimming around
Just beneath my skin
I even don’t know
Where to begin

But so many of them
I’m terrified to say
Once said out loud
Some things
Can never be unsaid

I want for things
That don’t want me
I crave for things
That aren’t meant to be

So I’ll push it down
Those things inside
These things
I can not say

Pushed down far enough
Held down long enough
The want will ease
And maybe someday
It will go away

It doesn’t mean
That I’ll no longer care
It’ll just be a shift
In the way I care