In between
Falling in love
And trying so hard
    not to
In between
Releasing my demons
And trying so hard
   to keep them leashed
In between
Iron resolve
And trying so hard
   to not simply coming undone

It feels like I’m always stuck
Somewhere in between
Keeping myself together
And simply letting go

And lately
I’ve started to wonder
How long I can live
Tapped
In this fucking in between