No matter how far
I think I’ve pulled
Myself from you
I realize
It isn’t enough
Thoughts of you
Still echo
Through these
    hollowed veins

No matter how far
You pushed me
Away from you
I realize
It isn’t enough
Your name
Still scratches
Through my
  broken heart

We knew it was coming
She warned me
Time and time again
But we do thing anyways
Knowing
  there will be consequences
And so
  this is what it feels like
To crash
I don’t like it
But no matter the pain
It was worth it
And I would do it again

I guess we both knew
We were nothing but endings
Wrapped in ache
But in those moments
When we weren’t focused
On the way we would break
And instead
Simply let ourselves love
Made this pain worth it

Sometimes
The only way to survive
Is to leave them behind
The ones you love
When loving them
Is killing you
So I understand
If she needs
To leave me behind
Because good knows
I’ve learned in this life
That love
Isn’t always enough
I’ve been
Left behind before
And I guess some day
I’ll be left behind again
But today
Today it hurts
Today
Just let me drown
And tomorrow
Well
Tomorrow I’ll pretend
To be just fine
Tomorrow
I’ll survive
So if that’s what it takes
For her to survive
Is to leave me behind
Then baby
Leave me behind

I loved her
Even when
She didn’t want
To be loved
And that was when
I realized
I loved her the most

But love
It isn’t always enough
This is not
Some fairytale
This is life
Ugly and twisted

And so I love
And it isn’t enough
So I’ll just break softly
Slowly
Till there’s nothing left
But even then
I’ll still love
Her