All this talk of borders
And here I am
Desperately trying to figure out
Where your heart ends
And mine begins

How much of me
Is left in you
How much of you
Is lost in me
Once you went away

​You’re stronger than you think
And I know you’ll survive
Even the things
You think that you can’t

But I have to pull away
Because the one thing
That you cannot survive
Is me because of who I am

It isn’t that I doubt your love
Or that there’s any question
About the intensity of mine
Love was never our wall

We were each other’s poison
As much as we ever were the cure
But the scales were never balanced
Always hurting more than healing

Don’t forgive me
Even though you’ll say
There’s nothing to be forgiven
No… don’t forgive me
Survive me

We warned each other
How terrible our demons
And monsters were
We spoke of darkness
And all the reasons
The other should be afraid

But neither believed
The other could be so bad
We underestimated
Our demons and monsters
And so now here we are
Lost and alone
Broken

Just once
To wake up
Feeling your skin
Pressed against mine

To feel as though
That were normal
How everything
Is supposed to be

But every time
I awaken
Cold and alone
I remember

Your skin is not
Pressed against mine
We aren’t together
There is no
Supposed to be

Somewhere lost
Between heaven
And hell
We fell into
Some dark
Kind of love

Filled with bloody lust
The kind between
Hungry snakes
And angry dragons
Leaving behind
Jagged scars

Stuck between
A tide that pulled
And demons
That only knew
How to push
We lost our way

And now all that’s left
Between that heaven
And that hell
Are words that never
Should have been
Left unsaid