The way my hands bleed
Every time I hold onto you
I swear I try to not let you go
But the blood
   it’s just so fucking slippery
Any every time
        you slip through
                  my bloody hands
I lose more of me
                  than I lose of you
I wish I remembered
    how to cry
How to let go of my demons
And maybe then
        just maybe then
I could finally learn
To hold you the way
You deserve to be held
And never fucking let go
                            of you again