12 Wednesday Oct 2016
Posted in Poetry
It feels like forever
Is just another 4-letter word
A curse of promises
That can never come true
Spit from a mouth
That both believes it
And knows it’s not true
An oxymoron
Of faith and lies
Love and loathing
Given and received
Two sides
Of some cursed coin
06 Thursday Oct 2016
This love
feels like the crashing waves
at the bottom of a cliff
I stand at the edge
every day looking down
and every night I leap
knowing that I’ll drown
Knowing that tomorrow
I’ll somehow survive
I know this cycle
over… and over again
I can’t help myself
the lure of the tide
crushing down
breaking me
I can’t help myself
I (am in) love (with) her
And I know (hope)
she loves me
in her own way
So here I am
standing again
on this cliff
over looking the sea
I’m in love with her
so I’ll jump once again
and drown once more
just to feel her love
for me.
03 Monday Oct 2016
Posted in Poetry
This storm in my mind
The constant flickering
of broken memories
The battle between
The parts of me
that want to save
to protect
And the parts of me
that want to destroy
to hurt
This chaos inside of me
It’s taking its toll
Breaking me
Once slowly
But gaining speed
There is no shelter
From this storm
12 Monday Sep 2016
28 Thursday Apr 2016
Posted in Poetry
The rain started to fall
Drops fat and heavy
Lightning
Thunder
Playing in the background
The world fell away
And all I could think
Was how much
I wished you
Were there with me
But you weren’t
You never will be
This storm
And every one to come
I’ll be alone
Waiting
To be washed away
27 Sunday Mar 2016
Posted in Poetry
27 Sunday Mar 2016
Posted in Poetry
Perspective is such
a funny thing
She thought I ran
Never looking back
I thought she pushed
Needing me gone
Maybe
We were both wrong
And neither knew
Maybe
The earth just split
And ripped is apart
Maybe
Life just happened
And hurled us away
Maybe
It doesn’t matter
The results are the same
All I know
Is that here I stand
Cold and alone
At oceans edge
Looking for messages
In bottles that never come
24 Wednesday Feb 2016
Posted in Poetry
22 Monday Feb 2016
Posted in Poetry
09 Tuesday Feb 2016
Posted in Poetry
Don’t think
For one moment
That you aren’t buried
Far too deep
Within my heart
That a day
(Hour… Minute… Second)
Goes by
That I don’t think
About you
Don’t think
That I don’t whisper
Your name
Before I sleep
And in my dreams
That your name
Doesn’t slip past
My wicked lips
My hungry tongue
Or broken heart
Don’t think
That I don’t ache
To make you mine
Heart, body
And soul
That I don’t crave
To bend your flesh
Make you scream
Thrash and moan
As I fuck you numb
