Gentle at first
Then in crashing waves
I could’t help myself
And so
I did it anyway
22 Friday Aug 2014
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21 Thursday Aug 2014
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20 Wednesday Aug 2014
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19 Tuesday Aug 2014
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It’s me
It’s always
Me
The way I break
The things I touch
The way I break
The things
I wish I could touch
Broken hands
Breaking me
Breaking you
Breaking us
Broken heart
and broken flesh
Hidden behind a
Broken soul
I don’t know how
To be the things
That I’m not
I don’t know how
To be the things
That I should
I don’t even knew
Quite simply
How to be me
19 Tuesday Aug 2014
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It isn’t supposed
To hurt like this
But it does
The scars
Will never heal
And the memories
Will never fade
And somehow
I will keep surviving
All the things
I never should have
Survived
I guess until
The day I don’t
19 Tuesday Aug 2014
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I feel so many words
Swimming around
Just beneath my skin
I even don’t know
Where to begin
But so many of them
I’m terrified to say
Once said out loud
Some things
Can never be unsaid
I want for things
That don’t want me
I crave for things
That aren’t meant to be
So I’ll push it down
Those things inside
These things
I can not say
Pushed down far enough
Held down long enough
The want will ease
And maybe someday
It will go away
It doesn’t mean
That I’ll no longer care
It’ll just be a shift
In the way I care
18 Monday Aug 2014
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If one puzzle piece
Finds its match
That other puzzle piece
Fits it as well as it fits the other
And they will always fit
But unlike puzzle pieces
That always fit each other
People aren’t quite so easy
it’s possible for someone
To fit you perfectly
But for you to not fit them
You complete me
In ways
That I’ll never complete you
As if we were some kind
Of broken puzzle
15 Friday Aug 2014
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Somehow when we collided
We each shattered differently
I’m picking up my pieces
To put myself back together
But nothing seems to fit anymore
I think we mixed our pieces up
And now you have some of me
And I have some of you
And even though
We’ve gone our own ways
I know without a doubt
That I’ll never be the same
I feel more whole
With the pieces of you
Than I ever did
When it was all just me
15 Friday Aug 2014
You’ve no idea
How many times
I’ve written our story
Differently in my head
Each time
Something
Close to love
Deeper than the last
Every rewrite
Getting closer
To happily ever after
But somehow
Whenever my pen
Touches the paper
To write our story
The ink only knows
How to bleed tragedy
13 Wednesday Aug 2014
I’ll find that thing
The one
That no one knew
Not even you
That thing that pulls you
That pushes you
Over an edge
You didn’t know you had
When I find that thing
I’ll twist it and turn it
And you’ll scream my name
While I’m doing it
When I am done
You will ask for more
And that is when
I’ll find that other thing…