We All Have Our Demons

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We all have
Our demons
I just happen
To be my own
I don’t think this
Was always the case
Certainly not
My only one
But long enough
Walking
Through the dark
I started to think
(I started to know)
That the the dark
Is where I belong
And soon
Those demons
That tormented me
Seeped in
Until even
When standing in light
I can’t tell
Me from the dark

I Want To Learn

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I want to learn
To love you
Without
  breaking me
I want you to learn
To love me
Without
  breaking you
And here I am
Once again
Wanting things
  that can never be
And since
I don’t know how
(and wouldn’t want to)
Stop loving you
  I will be broke
But God how I hope
You stop loving me
And find a way
  to be whole

How Did We Drift (so far away)

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How did we drift
So fucking far away
Was it something
  I said
Was it something
  I did
And how sad is it
That I wonder this
For so many people
No longer in my life
How many times
Have I pushed
  someone away
How many times
Have I been pushed
  so far away
How many times
Have I refused
  to let someone in
How many times
Have I been refused
  to be let in
Tell me
How did we drift
So fucking far away