23 Tuesday Dec 2014
The clock stopped ticking
The moment you closed your eyes forever
And I have been watching it ever since
Waiting…
For what, I am not sure
I know it will never tick again
And I know I need to put it down
But I just can’t seem to find the strength
To let go
I seem to be holding
Far too many clocks
That have stopped ticking
22 Monday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
The way you keep pushing
As if you want to see
The dark monster
That you know me to be
But I am not that monster
No not the one you think
I am so much darker
And you’re pushing me to the brink
Please don’t go stirring
These dark things within
The monsters won’t stop
Once they awaken and begin
20 Saturday Dec 2014
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I don’t care
If it’s only a figment
Of an imagination
That has never before
Imagined such beauty
let me
If only for a moment more
Be lost
In the illusion of us
Even if
This vision will shatter
Let me have this moment
Please
Let me be lost
In you
19 Friday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
19 Friday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
Sometimes
The only way to survive
Is to leave them behind
The ones you love
When loving them
Is killing you
So I understand
If she needs
To leave me behind
Because good knows
I’ve learned in this life
That love
Isn’t always enough
I’ve been
Left behind before
And I guess some day
I’ll be left behind again
But today
Today it hurts
Today
Just let me drown
And tomorrow
Well
Tomorrow I’ll pretend
To be just fine
Tomorrow
I’ll survive
So if that’s what it takes
For her to survive
Is to leave me behind
Then baby
Leave me behind
19 Friday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
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It’s 3AM
And I swear
Sometimes it feels like
It’s 3AM all the time
It’s a time of dreams
Mostly nightmares
Waking thoughts
Of dragons and monsters
It’s a time of memories
A few good
Most bad
It’s 3AM
And I swear
When I get like this
I don’t remember
What the sun feels like
Darkness and shadows
Are all I know
It’s 3AM
And sometimes
I’d rather take the nightmares
Than the daymares
That is life
18 Thursday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
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Close my eyes
To pretend
I closed them
With you
But you
You will never
Open yours again
So for now
I close my eyes
And pretend
They are closed
With you
18 Thursday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
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Morning came
But it didn’t feel like morning
The sun rose
But I couldn’t feel it’s warmth
It’s light shined
But all I could see were shadows
Morning came
But it didn’t feel like morning
My eyes opened
But the nightmare never ended
I could see
But I’ve never felt more blinded
Morning came
But it didn’t feel like morning
I was there
But you were nowhere to be found
I looked for you
But now I was simply all alone
18 Thursday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
I’m sinking
And the only hands
That seem to reach out
Are the ones
That have already sunk
Ready to pull me down
To the abyss they know
And I can’t seem to refuse
Knowing I’ll never really
Be able to swim back up
And somehow this dark
And bitter cold place
Is starting to feel like home
18 Thursday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
Wounded Memories 