I don’t love easily
I love difficultly
It’s hard for me
To fall in love
And it’s hard
For others
To love me
And I would say
That I’m sorry
But I don’t know how
To love
Any other way
I Don’t Love Easily
19 Thursday Nov 2015
19 Thursday Nov 2015
26 Monday Oct 2015
Posted Poetry
inHow do we always seem
To end up back here
In this same place
In this same fucked up way
Sometimes we run away
Other times we chase
Sometimes we build walls
Other times we tear them down
How many times will we
Drag emotional knives
Leaving broken jagged scars
Zippered across each other’s hearts
Yet here I seem to sit
Alone in this dark and dreary room
Wondering if you ever hear me
When I’m whispering your name
19 Monday Oct 2015
In between
Falling in love
And trying so hard
not to
In between
Releasing my demons
And trying so hard
to keep them leashed
In between
Iron resolve
And trying so hard
to not simply coming undone
It feels like I’m always stuck
Somewhere in between
Keeping myself together
And simply letting go
And lately
I’ve started to wonder
How long I can live
Tapped
In this fucking in between
13 Tuesday Oct 2015
Posted Poetry
inI struggle
some days
To remember her voice
Too often I wonder
Even after all these years
Was there anything
I could have done
To keep her
from going silent
I don’t know
All the pain
That she went through
So maybe it’s
selfish of me
To wish she had stayed
Even if only
To hear her voice
instead
Of a failing memory
09 Wednesday Sep 2015
Posted Poetry
inThe clock strikes midnight
And you realize
That for better or worse
You’ve survived another day
You give a sigh
Relief or regret
You’re never quite sure
Inside your demons relax
Soon though the moment passes
Your demons wake back up
Because you know
There’s another day coming
04 Friday Sep 2015
Posted Poetry
in31 Monday Aug 2015
Posted Poetry
inI’ll never stop
Loving her
But I will stop
Pretending love
Is enough
In this cold world
I’ll never stop
Loving her
But I will stop
Letting her
Push me off
This painful ledge
I’ll never stop
Loving her
But I will stop
Waiting here
For messages
That never come
I’ll never stop
Loving her
But I will stop
Playing games
That no one
Will ever win
I’ll never stop
Loving her
But I will stop
Thinking that
Somehow
There is a future
I’ll never stop
Loving her
And maybe
Someday I’ll stop
Telling myself lies
About the things I will stop
24 Monday Aug 2015
26 Sunday Jul 2015
Posted Poetry
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Posted Poetry
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