Inside I see the dark
Within I feel the cold
I know now that tomorrow
Can only be filled with sorrow
As the rain pours down
I ask, can it cleanse my soul
I think I know the answer
So soon I shall embrace my fate
So filled with anger and hate
I rage at what I am
I Weep for what I was
There is no atonement
No escaping the sins of yesterday
Lord bring on the night
Let sleep take my soul

-January, 1998