14 Sunday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
I loved her
Even when
She didn’t want
To be loved
And that was when
I realized
I loved her the most
But love
It isn’t always enough
This is not
Some fairytale
This is life
Ugly and twisted
And so I love
And it isn’t enough
So I’ll just break softly
Slowly
Till there’s nothing left
But even then
I’ll still love
Her
14 Sunday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
My demons
Craving hers
Her demons
Craving mine
Blood and bruises
Dragons and snakes
A dark lust
Hungers to be sated
Her hair tangled
In my fist
Her throat gripped
Between my fingers
Showing her
All the ways
That she is mine
My skin
Beneath her nails
My flesh
Between her teeth
Showing me
All the ways
That I am hers
Let the rest
Of the world bleed
Tonight
Our demons feed
13 Saturday Dec 2014
Scarlett dreams
Wake up
screaming
But nothing comes out
Fists clenched
Jaws open
Air exploding
From my lungs
But no matter
How hard I try
Nothing comes out
Not a single sound
Trapped inside
A scream
That tastes
Like copper
11 Thursday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
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Sometimes it feels like
I have everything
Under control
All these moving pieces
Grasped firmly
In my hands
Other times it feels like
Things are violently
Out of control
All these moving pieces
Spinning wildly
Out of my grasp
Maybe control
Was always an illusion
And I never had any
To begin with
Maybe knowing
Everything is out of control
It’s the closest thing
To real control
That I’ve ever had
The part that scares me
Terrifies me even
Is that these two things
Often feel the same
These days
I can’t seem to be able
To tell the difference
11 Thursday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
Her name
Etched deeply
Inside my veins
Each beat
Of my heart
Says her name
Sometimes
In a soft whisper
Sometimes
In a deafening roar
Always
In a melody
I crave to hear
Her name
Trembles
From my lips
I whisper her name
Wondering
If she hears
I growl her name
Willing her to hear
Sometimes
It sounds like want
Sometimes
It sounds like desire
Always
With an urgency
Greater than need
10 Wednesday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
Wake up
Inside of me
My darker side
Filled with demons
And dragons
They hunger
And need to devour
The darker side
Inside of you
Clenched fists
Filled with hair
And flesh
Taking from you
What you need to give
But if you aren’t
Ready to feed
My demons and dragons
Then please
Just let them sleep
10 Wednesday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
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I dreamt
Of crimson tides
Waves
Crashing over me
One after another
Bathed in red
Crushed
Under their weight
And I swear
I couldn’t tell
If it felt more like
Love
Or something closer
To hate
10 Wednesday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
The taste
Of emptiness
On my tongue
And on my lips
The sound
Of emptiness
In my ears
And in my head
The sight
Of emptiness
In my present
And in my future
The feeling
Of emptiness
Across my skin
And everywhere within
The weight
Of emptiness
On my heart
And crushing my soul
10 Wednesday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
I’ll pretend I don’t
But I do
I’ll pretend I don’t
But I always will
I’ll go on
As if everything
Is going ok
But it isn’t
I’ll smile a smile
That isn’t a smile
And laugh a laugh
That isn’t a laugh
I’ll pretend I don’t
But I do
I’ll pretend I don’t
But I always will
Love her
I do
And always will
But I’ll pretend
That I don’t
Because she needs me to
09 Tuesday Dec 2014
Posted in Poetry
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