26 Tuesday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
Some losts
There are no coming back from
Some losts
There is no being found
Some days
The world feels just too big
Some days
The noise just doesn’t stop
Some loves
Feel like the hurt has no limit
Some loves
It feels like all I do is hurt her
Some nights
It feels like maybe we had a chance
Some nights
I knew we were never meant to be
24 Sunday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
Dazed and confused
She looked around
Too much blood
Pooled on the ground
And on her hands
She doesn’t remember
What exactly happened
Just those fucks
With spite
On their tongues
Then a red haze
Blurred her mind
Crimson hues
And twisted thoughts
Memories flashed
Images painted
Inside her head
They laughed
They pointed
They said too much
Then they screamed
They cried
They bled
Until they died
And a smile slipped
Across a no longer
Innocent face
A face now
Bathed in blood
22 Friday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
20 Wednesday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
19 Tuesday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
It’s me
It’s always
Me
The way I break
The things I touch
The way I break
The things
I wish I could touch
Broken hands
Breaking me
Breaking you
Breaking us
Broken heart
and broken flesh
Hidden behind a
Broken soul
I don’t know how
To be the things
That I’m not
I don’t know how
To be the things
That I should
I don’t even knew
Quite simply
How to be me
19 Tuesday Aug 2014
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It isn’t supposed
To hurt like this
But it does
The scars
Will never heal
And the memories
Will never fade
And somehow
I will keep surviving
All the things
I never should have
Survived
I guess until
The day I don’t
19 Tuesday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
I feel so many words
Swimming around
Just beneath my skin
I even don’t know
Where to begin
But so many of them
I’m terrified to say
Once said out loud
Some things
Can never be unsaid
I want for things
That don’t want me
I crave for things
That aren’t meant to be
So I’ll push it down
Those things inside
These things
I can not say
Pushed down far enough
Held down long enough
The want will ease
And maybe someday
It will go away
It doesn’t mean
That I’ll no longer care
It’ll just be a shift
In the way I care
18 Monday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
If one puzzle piece
Finds its match
That other puzzle piece
Fits it as well as it fits the other
And they will always fit
But unlike puzzle pieces
That always fit each other
People aren’t quite so easy
it’s possible for someone
To fit you perfectly
But for you to not fit them
You complete me
In ways
That I’ll never complete you
As if we were some kind
Of broken puzzle
15 Friday Aug 2014
Posted in Poetry
Somehow when we collided
We each shattered differently
I’m picking up my pieces
To put myself back together
But nothing seems to fit anymore
I think we mixed our pieces up
And now you have some of me
And I have some of you
And even though
We’ve gone our own ways
I know without a doubt
That I’ll never be the same
I feel more whole
With the pieces of you
Than I ever did
When it was all just me
15 Friday Aug 2014
You’ve no idea
How many times
I’ve written our story
Differently in my head
Each time
Something
Close to love
Deeper than the last
Every rewrite
Getting closer
To happily ever after
But somehow
Whenever my pen
Touches the paper
To write our story
The ink only knows
How to bleed tragedy
Wounded Memories 